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Ugh

Mon Sep 21, 2009, 2:47 PM
So

I really

really

really

really

really

really

(you get the idea)

like someone. But I'm afraid they don't feel the same. I hate it. I feel like I NEED them...every morning I make sure I'm at school on time just because first period is the ONLY time all day I'm guaranteed to see them. Which is totally ridiculous for me...I'm known for being late to first period ALL THE TIME. lol. Ugh...

Swimming conditioning started...my coach, who is an ex-navy seal, is being strangely nice this year. The workout is still ridiculously hard (he's an ex-navy seal...duh), but he's being waaaaaaayyyyy nicer than I've ever known him to be in the 5 years I've known him. I think it's because he doesn't want to lose anyone (big turnout). But yeah, mah abs hurt all weekend. All bettar nao though.

In Final Fantasy XI, I capped COR job merits (which is really big :3).
I beat Chains of Promathia (also huge)
I finally did Rize of Zilart (meh...total joke)
I got Nyzul Isle Floor 100 (big)
Currently working on finishing other merits and getting moar 1337 gear.

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: A Letter From Janelle (Acoustic) - CHIODOS
  • Reading: The Host by Stephenie Meyer
  • Watching: Myself long for my love, possibly hopelessly
  • Playing: a possibly hopeless game of love
  • Eating: possibly false affection
  • Drinking: my loves kind, warm gaze

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"We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been"

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