I'm finally happy again~! :3

-I've been sorta falling for someone new...
-Me and my last girlfriend have just made up and are back to being friends (if the awkwardness doesn't kill us first)
-I'm able to laugh and enjoy school more
-I'm getting WAY better at drawing~!
-My digital art is getting better too~! >
-I've recently hit level 75 Thief on FFXI (that's the highest possible level) and I'm excited to start leveling Corsair and meriting/bettering my Thief~!
-I've won my dad's challenge of getting level 75 before he comes back from Iraq (1-2 weeks from now!)

Life is great

PS. I hate how the featured deviation get's blurred...

I'm so confused right now. Me and my girlfriend just split and one minute I want to be friends the next I'm ready to explode. I'm so stressed out and I feel my depression rolling in again. Just typing this far is making me tear. I feel worthless. I'm shy and get nervous around people and I bottle up my emotions. I just wish I had someone I trusted enough to spill out my guts to.

I went to Holiday World last thursday with Taylor <3
It was so much fun, we rode every roller coaster in the park and a few water slides. Taylor always ended up going down the water slides backwards (I'm so sorry T.T). My brother was supposed to go down backwards and the raft just wouldn't listen lol XD

Saturday was horrible >.>

I had a swim meet saturday, so I get all my stuff ready and I go to bed at midnight on friday and can't sleep. My mom comes in at 4:30 and gets me out of bed. I get clean/dressed and get in the car and drive for 2 hours to get to the pool. The water was ICE COLD so I couldn't even swim more than a 50 w/o going numb (my events were 200 freestyle, 100 freestyle, 100 breaststroke (I didn't swim the breast lol), and 200 IM (Individual Medley <everything>. The pool was 50 yards long instead of 25 yards so my times were even worse because turns get you a lot of distance. By noon I was exhausted. I got in the car and we drove to Golden Coral (eww.) The food sucked, but I was hungry so I ate it anyways. When we got back in the car I took an hour long nap. The highlight of my day was when we hit dairy queen for some ice cream right before we got home. :3

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PS. My mood is scared because it won't let me change it >.<

BAD INFLUENCE QUIZ

If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.
Total the number of things in each list you've done.

1. smoked. once, and my dad was there. It was just one puff, and it will be my last...

2. consumed alcohol. A sip here and there...

3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. Yes, my cousin

4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. Yes, my brother

5. kissed someone of the same sex. No....unless my dad/grandpa counts lolz

6. had someone in your room other than family.Yes

7. watched porn. Yes, I regret it...

8. bought porn. no...

9. done drugs. Nope

TOTAL: 7


1. taken painkillers. For pain @.@

2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. No

3. lied to your parents. Oh Yeah! (lul) On moderation

4. lied to a friend. A few times

5. snuck out of the house. No

6. done something illegal. With emily...you bad influence you...

7. cut yourself on purpose. No

8. hurt someone. I probably have. Only because I didn't like them or by accident.

9. wished someone to die. Yeah...

10. seen someone die. No

TOTAL: 6


1. missed curfew. Yeah, with emily...you bad influence you...

2. stayed out all night. No

3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. Yes, it was Butterfinger Ice Cream!!!

4. been to a therapist. No, but my mom tried to get me to go...

5. been to rehab. No

6. dyed your hair. I want to, but my mom won't let me. XP

7. received a ticket. No

8. been in an accident. Yeah. It wasn't bad though.

9. been to a club. No

10. been to a bar. No

TOTAL: 3


1. been to a wild party. The Sexy Party!

2. seen Mardi Gras. No

3. drank more than four beers in a night. Beer tastes bad XP

4. had a spring break in Florida. Nope but I've been to Florida...

5. sniffed anything. No

6. wore black nail polish. No but I wore red for halloween

7. wore arm bands. Emily's..you bad influence you...

8. wore t-shirts with band names. I WANT SOME SOOOOOO BAD!

9. listened to rap. Unfortunately....

10. own a 50 Cent CD. Never

TOTAL: 2


1. dressed gothic. Yeah.

2. dressed prep. Yeah

3. dressed punk. Yeah

4. dressed grunge. I dunno

5. stole something. Yeah, a plastic teddy bear toy from school lol, I gave it back though.

6. been too drunk to remember anything. No

7. blacked out. No

8. fainted. No

9. had a crush on a neighbor. No

10. had someone sneak into your room. Yeah

TOTAL: 5


1. snuck into someone else's room. Yes

2. had a crush on your best (guy/girl)friend. Yes.

3. been to a concert. A church one that my mom had me go to @.@

4. dry-humped someone. Yes XDD

5. been called a slut. I'm a guy....

6. called someone a slut. Yeah

7. installed speakers in your car. Don't have one.

8. broken a mirror. Yeah, I sat on it lol

9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. Yeah

10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. XP no.

TOTAL: 7


1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. No.

2. seen an R-rated movie in theater. No...*cougoverprotectedmomcough*

3. cruised the mall. With my mom. *cougoverprotectedmomcough*

4. skipped school. no.

5. had surgery. No, unless stitches count????

6. had an injury. Lots. like the time I broke both arms at the same time and cut my leg wide open on a stop sign

7. gone to court. No

8. walked out of a restaraunt without paying/tipping. Yes, we waited 30 min at the register and they just kept looking at us so we left. we payed the next day tho.

9. caught something on fire. Yeah..

10. lied about your age. Sometimes...

TOTAL: 6


1. owned/rented an apartment. No

2. broke the law in the police's presence. No

3. cheated with someone. I would NEVER do that to someone.

4. got in trouble with the police. no

5. talked to a stranger. Yeah

6. hugged a stranger. No

7. kissed a stranger. No

8. rode in the car with a stranger. No

9. been harrassed. Yes

10. been verbally harrassed. Yes

TOTAL: 3


1. met face-to-face with someone you met online. No but I'd like to.

2. stayed online for 12 hours straight. I do that ALOT!!

3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. Yes, with Taylor <3 ~!

4. watched TV for 12 hours straight. No

5. been to a fair. I'd love to go...

6. been called a bad influence. Never...

7. drink and drive. No.

8. prank-called someone. Only people I know.

9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. yeah..

10. cheated on a test. Yes..I forgot to study!

TOTAL: 5


Grrr-And Toe-Tal: 44 Holy Sheetz! I barely made it phew~!

NAME: Michael

BIRTHDAY: September 10, the day b4 9/11 hoo-ray for me

BIRTHPLACE: Plainfield, IN

CURRENT LOCATION: A house in moorestucky

EYE COLOR: Blue, but it's like a grey-ish blue with green-ish accents

HAIR COLOUR: Blonde

HEIGHT: Dunno, brb measuring myself....back: 5' 7"

LEFT OR RIGHT HANDED: Right, cuz I'm right like that

THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Black Chucks!~

YOUR WEAKNESS:

YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: Everything or nothing at all

GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: Ummm... Make it?

OUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: lol

YOUR BEDTIME: 9:00 but lights off at 10:00

YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Umm... I dunno...

PEPSI OR COKE: Depends on my mood

McDonalds OR Burgerking: Both, I like variation

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Doesn't matter, as long as Taylor is there <3

LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Twinnings, but Lipton if I have to

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla Betchez!

CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cappuccino ftw!

DO YOU SMOKE: No, but I took ONE puff when I was little...GROSS

DO YOU SWEAR: When I'm mad

DO YOU SING: Only in private....

DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Yes, every morning

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Taylor <3

DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yes, Notre Dame or Purdue not sure

DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Not really...

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: Yes @.@

ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: No...

DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: As long as the don't 'lectricute me

DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Violin, want to learn the Electric Guitar...

DRUNK ALCHOHOL: A few sips here and there....

SMOKED: I already answered this...

BEEN ON DRUGS: Nope.

GONE TO A MALL: Yes, but I was in a hurry to get out cuz my Mom always goes with me XD

EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: Not the whole thing....

EATEN SUSHI: No but I wanna to try it!

BEEN ON STAGE: Yes, Orchestra

BEEN DUMPED: Yesh ; ;

DO YOU WORK: No, but Dairy Queen would hire me

INTO A BOY/GIRL: Taylor.

FAVORITE HAIR COLOR: Blonde or Red or a mix of the two (strawberry blonde)!

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Long

BEST CLOTHING STYLE: Girl pants, chucks, a tight shirt, and a studded belt

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: Like.. 20? I don't buy CDs, MP3 Player (My Chocolate <hone>

NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: None.

NUMBER OF TATTOOS: I had a Scooby-Doo one but it washed off a few years ago T.T

THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: Lots of things

This better not be a rape survey...